It's been a while....

It's been a while since I've posted anything so I figured I would find something to write about... My life is pretty boring and basically the same thing everyday. During the week, I get up, take Fallyn to daycare, come home and clean the house, pick Fallyn up from daycare... on the weekends, we usually sleep in as late as Fallyn will let us, then I'll sit around on the computer or on the couch in front of the tv. This past weekend/holiday I swear all I did was sleep. Thanksgiving was awesome. We went to Josh's co-workers house and had lunch/dinner then proceeded to get drunk lol. Well, before I ever started drinking Fallyn started to become a brat and was destroying their house. Josh was outside on the phone with his grandfather and I got tired of chasing Fallyn all over so we left. We were home just over an hour before the guys decided they wanted me to come back over. So, Josh came home and we loaded up the play pin and the kiddo and we went back over there. Fallyn sat in her play pin in the living room watching Madagascar 2. We watch that movie almost every night! She loves it!! Around 9, her usual bedtime, we put her in the spare bedroom in her play pin and she fell asleep. I drank a couple of glasses of wine and then the weirdo's showed up. Jeff, a gay guy, who is actually pretty cool. We met him on Halloween night. Some chick named Ashley that actually looks similar to Ashlee Simpson, and her boyfriend. The boyfriend didn't stay very long. After he left things got a little weird. Ashley just started to make me uncomfortable I guess... It kinda reminded me of high school parties. You know, the kind where all the football player invite the cheerleaders and other *cough* "sluts" and proceed to get them stupid drunk and take advantage of them... Well, none of that happened, at least not while I was there. But it just reminded me of that. I've never really been much of a drinker... usually the DD. I was the one that wanted to make sure everyone made it home safe. I actually left my boyfriend at a bar once to take my best friend home because he was totally wasted. My boyfriend had a safe ride home with him there at the bar. Kyle didn't. So, the only time I ever really drink is when I don't have to go anywhere and I'm here at my own house.... Wow, I got stuck on that too long lol...

Tonight we went out to eat at Ryan's. Kinda like a Golden Corral but the nasty version. The closest Golden Corral is like 45 min away and it was getting too late to drive over there. So, we just went to Ryan's. OMG I swear eating out of the dumpster in the back lot would have been cleaner and the food probably would have been warmer. It took over 5 minutes for us to get our drinks. Josh waited over 10 minutes for them to restock the lettuce so he could have a salad. The food, which is never great, wasn't very warm at all. The floor felt like it had grease or something all over it. If you weren't careful you would slip and fall. When I went up to go get some fruit, there was a roach in the whipped cream. It just made me want to vomit. I was already finished eating by this point and I just wanted to get out of there. The only thing good about it tonight was the room temperature was just right lol.. It wasn't too cold or too hot. I called the 1-800 number on the receipt and did the automated survey thingy and made a complaint. Ugh but I don't think we'll be going back any time soon.

Cleaning out my closet

So, I'm sitting here trying to figure out what I want to eat for lunch and this brilliant idea pops in my head... What if I sell some of these clothes on ebay!? I'm cleaning out my closet and planning on donating them... but what if I put them on ebay.. the nice things of course ;) Some of the stuff, I bought and then didn't like it so it's still fairly new... *sigh* I don't think I have the patience for it though... Josh was telling me a while back about some woman that was a dr or something, but made more money by becoming a wholesaler and selling clothes on ebay.... idk.. much to think about.. The clothes are just sitting in bags in my bedroom right now. Soon, they'll be out in the garage where they'll probably sit for another year. I've had all of this stuff bagged or in boxes at some point waiting to go in a garage sale... but that's never happened. I think it'll just be easier if I donate them....

No, it's like my eyes are drunk....

So, this post is going to be VERY random... I just have a lot running through my mind right now. For starters I have a pimple under my nose... you know where your septum meets your upper lip area.... yeah... right there... And it hurts like a bitch!!

I'm thinking about going to school for business administration. But I don't know for sure yet. I was planning on going to cosmetology but the thing keeping me away from that is being on my feet for long hours. I already have problems with my legs... But, that's the only downfall. I was thinking about doing business admin before we left San Diego but, I was waiting until the post 9/11 GI bill came out. (it's similar to the GI Bill but it's different) So, I didn't get to go while I was there. Now we're in Alabama and there's a few different schools that I've been looking at. One of them I'd have to drive 40 minutes to get there. Another one is actually here in town and the other offers online classes and it's only 60 credit hours instead of 64 or 65. I know it's not like that's a big deal but I don't want to be taking a bunch of ridiculous classes. I guess I have about another month or so to figure it out.

Josh has been gone for just over 24 hours now and I'm bored out of my mind lol. Yeah he pissed me off before he left but I got over it.... I always do. I don't know why he waits until the last minute to do anything. Although, I usually do the same thing. But I don't think I do it as often as he does. It sucks not being able to talk to him right now though. He's in Georgia doing some annual training crap. Poor things are in cabins that he says could fit in our living room and it sounds like the bedding is about the size of our bathtub lol.

The reason behind the title is because my eyes have been bothering me a lot lately. I feel like everything is just really bright or I have to squint to see anything... but the thing is, I see just fine. My eyes just don't hurt as bad if I squint... it's weird. I just had my eyes checked not too long ago and my insurance only covers annual eye exams... It just started Sunday morning though. Well, that's when I noticed it I guess. It just hasn't gone away since. Maybe it's because I'm staring at the computer screen for hours a day. I know I can't see worth shit to drive at night though. I'm so used to driving in San Diego where there's lights everywhere and you don't hardly need to use your headlights, even at night. Now I'm out in the country and it's so dark and I can't see anything. I try not to drive at night if I don't have to. My eyes just feel swollen and like they would if I was drunk... only I'm not drunk... it's just my eyes...

angry post *viewer discretion is advised* lol

WTF are you gonna get mad at me because I can't reach something in the closet while I'm trying to help you find your shit. You were the one that put that damn futon in the way... I WANTED IT OUT OF THE HOUSE!!! NOT JUST OUT OF THE LIVING ROOM!!! Anyways... You're on your own for the rest of the day.... find your own shit..... if you wouldn't wait until the last minute to do any of this you wouldn't be rushing to get it done, now wouldn't you?

Today has been an odd day...

I woke up late and got Fallyn to daycare late... oh well. So she missed pics with the pony.... we've got other horses she can take pics with. Plus, I won't have to pay 20 bucks for it. I've got my own camera... I can take the pics myself....

On that note... After lunch I went to the park to get some pics for my photography class. I guess I just wasn't feeling it today... I was bored out of my mind and kept trying to call my mom and she wasn't answering... So maybe that threw me off cuz she ALWAYS answers the phone. Well, about 95% of the time. So, I was out there for about 2 hours and didn't like any of the pic I took. I decided to head back out after I picked up Fallyn and try again. That didn't work out so well either since the sun was already setting... but here's what I did get....

Ok so this first one I took earlier in the day... I must have missed it.. It is one for class (I think. Haven't decided yet) but if I do use it, it'll be for "leading lines" along with the 2nd pic.. maybe I'll send both.. hmmmm.....

Now that I think about it, I might use all of these lol. One of my assignments calls for photographing a person in open shade....

Total Suckage

It really sucks when your spouse gets off work early and you're not happy about it. Most people would be. Me on the other hand, I don't like it. He's been sitting in the chair/on the couch since 1:30 this afternoon and won't give me a straight answer about anything. I ask him who won the board, he acts stupid saying "what board?" So I ask him if he's off work or just home for lunch and he says "why, who wants to know?" I WANT TO KNOW YOU FREAKIN IDIOT!! Anyway... I wanted to re-arrange the living room. It's pretty much been the same way since we moved in. The movers brought the stuff in, set it down, and it stayed that way. He asks what I want to do different and I tell him and he doesn't like it... without even moving the stuff to see what it's going to look like, he's already decided he won't like it... Why?? Because his chair won't be directly in front of the tv. OMG it pisses me off. He can't even say "ok, lets move things and see what it looks like, and if we don't like it, we'll move it back." NOOO! He acts like it's just his room and we can't change anything about it. It looks so stupid the way it is. The couch is right in the middle of the room and sitting at an angle towards the corner... STUUUUUPIIIIID!! So, I've pretty much just been avoiding him and the living room since he got home. At least our bedroom is pretty much cleaned up now lol. I just wish he would compromise a little.


another total suckage.... I dropped my macro lens yesterday and broke it :*(

Best anniversary EVER!

Josh and I had our 3 year anniversary today! One of his co-workers came over and watched Fallyn while we went out to dinner. We went to this hibachi grill here in town. It was awesome! I can't believe they even have a place like that in this little country town. The food was so good and the cook was entertaining, even if we couldn't completely understand what he was saying. I wish I would have taken pics but I didn't take my camera and the camera on my phone is kinda messed up. Plus, by the time I thought about it, he was done setting things on fire. lol. I hope we get to go back one day.

After we ate dinner we were going to go bowling but one bowling alley was league night so we didn't go in. We made a stop at walmart to get Fallyn some more diapers and then we decided to head onto post to go to the bowling alley there. Well, we got there right at 830 and they closed at 9. So we just decided to come home. Even though our plans didn't work out and we didn't get each other gifts, it was still the best anniversary ever. And all for one reason..... I WASN'T SICK THIS YEAR!!!

This one is pretty random lol....

So, today is our 3 year anniversary. No special plans though. Just going out to dinner and possibly a movie. Not too sure about the movie. The theaters here in town (2 different ones) only have 2 screens. I wish we could get out on a weekend. There is a drive in about 20 minutes from here with like 6-8 screens.......... OK just made reservations at the hibachi grill in town... yes, I'm multi-tasking :). Hopefully this place is good and I don't get sick. The past 2 years I've been sick on our anniversary. The first year was morning sickness. The second, well, I don't know what was wrong with me. Just had an upset stomach and thankfully I didn't start vomiting until we got to the babysitters house to pick up Fally.

I'm still on the hunt for a job. I wish I could wait until Jan when school starts. That way I can just go to school and get paid through my 9/11 GIbill. They pay for you're housing while you're in school. It sounds nice but I haven't read up on it recently. When it first started in August there were some glitches with people either getting paid too much or not enough. I'm sure by now they've got it straightened out, but I don't know. It sure would be nice to make $900 a month just to go to school lol! It just seems like it's taking so long for Jan. to get here. Classes start on the 19th.


I totally found a new love yesterday! I've seen the commercials on tv about the neosporin lip health chap stick type stuff. It will now be replacing my many tubes of vaseline chap stick. I was constantly applying that stuff and it worked for a little while but then my lips would be chapped again when the stuff wore off. On tv it says that with this neosporin lip health you'll notice a difference in 3 days... well I noticed it last night! I used it 3 or 4 times yesterday, the last time being sometime around 6 and this morning when I woke up my lips were still soft feeling. Yeah, they were still a little chapped but not like they used to be. I also picked up a tube of Maybelline Lash Stilletos that will be replacing my tube of L'Oreal Beauty Tubes Mascara.

I need to quit rambling and get off of here. I need to get ready to go to dinner for our anniversary. YAY! I can't believe it's been 3 years already!